Reset Password
Reset Link Sent
Blogs > rm_bevila1 > Fun in The Sun |
Better Days
Better Days This year is not getting of to such a bad start i had the great fortune of wining a LCD Tv this morning its not a massive one but hey its the first thing that i can remember wining and although it was pure luck i am pretty proud of the achievement. Further more i am getting my this weekend and seeing that it is Thursday it has been on my mind quite a bit today as I am quite excited about seeing them again and this is a bit of a difference because normally i dread the experience i do not mean it in a bad way it is just that as time goes by it becomes harder to relate to them because the reality that they are growing up in a different house becomes more and more evident and sometimes that just makes me so angry because i realize that someone has decided for me and my what our lives will be like just because they have other objectives that they selfishly pursue,but enough about that because that is not where I am at at the moment.I think it is because they were with me for most part of my leave that i feel differently you see the time together gave me the opportunity to spend more quality time with them and get to know them better again. i know it will change as we settle into the year but i am thankful for any time with them because i truly love them with every part of my being and that i know will never change. Its funny it is sad when marriages fail but when they fail and there are involved it is a nightmare.Lately i have been thinking back and the only parties truly loose the most are the . I know it is a old saying but to be honest i still do not think that most divorcee's realize the full extent of just how much the loose.But i tell you one thing i have the most brilliant in the world and that is something that i will always thank my lucky stars for !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
||||
1/12/2009 4:28 am |
That's great! Congrats!
| |||
1/8/2009 4:15 am |
I know what you mean... Congratulations on winning the tv...
| |||
1/8/2009 3:53 am |
| |||
1/8/2009 3:53 am |
| |||
1/8/2009 3:52 am |
| |||
1/8/2009 3:52 am |
| |||
1/8/2009 3:51 am |
|
Become a member to create a blog