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An open letter to You
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An open letter to You Hi it’s been a while since we spoke since You even bothered to say hello….You didn't say goodbye, like I was no one. What hurt the most was the fact that above anything we were friends or so I thought, maybe the reality was that I was a sounding board for you to fuck, someone who when Your needs were satisfied had no place in Your life. In all fairness You did say You were an asshole that could not deal with goodbyes and I know I would have cried I would have begged for You to change Your mind. All those unanswered messages, letters and such I still wonder if You read them or just tossed them out like You did me. What is sad is that I would have given anything to be Yours anything to feel Your fingers run through my hair to hear Your voice rumbling in my ear making me squirm…making me helpless and utterly safe in Your embrace. I was possibly deluded or maybe just heartrendingly naive I believed every word out of Your mouth I believed when You said no matter what You wouldn't leave and here I am….it’s been months and I still wonder….is today the day You show up? Perhaps You thought it was a kindness to not leave me hanging to just cut me off, the problem was I had to land and there was no safety net….nothing… Today I am writing this because I had given up, I honestly never thought I would find someone who would make me feel like You did, like a small ….cherished...but I did and though it is still very new all I know is it could have been YOU who made me laugh, made me strive to be the best… I see it wasn't me who wasn't good enough for You but that I was just too much of a responsibility for You. I still love You I think I always will but when You broke my heart You broke me and it has been very hard to glue myself back together to where I think I can be with someone else….someone I deserve someone MINE and i HIS. I miss You despite it all but I am now ready to leave YOU behind. |
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Hello.. I would never had seen you.. or your precious and profound thoughts had you not have view my profile... you are so far away.. but I read your words.. and they stirred me. I wish more men were to really read what their callous attitudes towards women does to their souls... I was one of them.. the pursuit of hot sex.. without regard to the depth that a woman can love. We get so wrapped up in OUR world... trying to succeed.. and be rich... that we don't notice the true treasure's we had in our hands... Your heart felt words should be required reading while men are in school, so more women will not have their hearts broken... Luv to you little lady.
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