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Friday thoughts Well it has been an interesting week. My ing this week was short but fun. I was able to post a video for the first time. If you haven't looked at it that is fine I liked the video and it gives me a chance to relive the experience. I get excited anticipating the first slap and every slap after the sting is tough but the feeling after is so wonderful. I am addicted to it and I really hope to continue with exploring the limits and my limits. I amazed myself that so far I have enjoyed it and been able to take the punishment. I know his plan was to take it farther he wanted to make me cry. I backed down worried about bruising. Later as I thought about how I felt I thought maybe let it go a little further where is my limits. I know I haven't reached mine. I am feeling a bit more trust in him and I think as I trust him more there might be more to experience. I just don't know if he is all that into me I wonder is he even thinking about me. After he leaves I just sit and think what we did and how I can make it better for both of us. He always leaves so fast never any real talking just got to go. I usually write him and thank him and try to let him know how I feel. I usually let him know what I liked and what I wasn't crazy about. He never answers and I know he avoids me in IM and online. It drives me crazy I feel like a stalker sometimes. I don't know if he is ing mind games and pushing me to submit more or is it just he gets off and doesn't think about it until he is horny again. Any way not too much after that happened. I was going to meet up with another friend who I have been chatting with lately. I am interested in her but not sure what to expect. We have set up dates to meet and in both cases the plan fell through first because of me and then this week she had to back out. She has been supportive and has convinced me to slow down and think about what I am doing. We talk about testing which I have made plans to get next week. I know she seems to be concerned about me and I like that. I want the advise she can bring me about being more fem. The sex part intrigues me as it would be different than what I have experienced to date. I still like some to take control and don't know what to expect with her. I am interested in any comments as to what you might think about anything here. I have to go for now I have my wife working from home so have to behave myself.. Hope to see friends online this weekend when I can Kisses, jenn Peace and love friends. Kisses from jennifer. |
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